In the darkness the trees are full of starlight (henwy) wrote,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight

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Agony....that can cut like a knife

It has not been a good day so far. The meds haven't been helping and the past 3 or 4 hours have been really problematic. Sometimes you just want to rage, taking out everything on the world as if the world would care. I wonder if I would feel better if screaming, I ran (read: gimped) down the street firing shotgun rounds into random passerbys. It just never seems to ends and after the cycles of despair and rage, all you really want sometimes is an end.

Fucking fantastic. 20 minutes after posting the above and the meds are actually kicking in. From the heavy headed feeling in my head and the growing muddle, there's a good chance I overshot again and it's going into nausea. I sometimes feel like I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to determine which is worse. Stabbing, searing pain or puking my guts out.
Tags: chronic pain

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