In the darkness the trees are full of starlight (henwy) wrote,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight

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I've been feeling down and blah for around a month now. It's not like I'm ever a chipper person but this seems to be a bit more extreme than my normal doldrums. I'm not sure exactly what's causing it, though I have more than enough reasons to feel generally glum. I feel lonely even among groups of people and I have this real urge to act out and be a jerk. Well, okay, more of a jerk than normal. God knows this isn't the first time I've gone through a stretch like this and I'm sure it won't be the last. Sometimes I feel like this is actually my baseline condition and I simply surface back up to normal every once and a while for a change of pace.

I doubt I'm going to put a gun in my mouth anytime soon, but I might just put one in someone else's mouth. I feel grumpy.
Tags: blah

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