In the darkness the trees are full of starlight (henwy) wrote,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight

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Save me, Jebus!

It hasn't been much of a Christmas eve this year. In fact, it's a lucky thing that I had a feelingectomy earlier this year or I might even be a little depressed about it all. One of the nice things about having a life that's on the skids is that things don't seem to matter as much. You can't fixate on any particular bad event in your life because you know that the next bad event is just around the corner and it's not worth the energy to concentrate on any particular bad event. Still, at least tomorrow will be interesting. I guess I just end up missing the meaning that Christmas eve had when I was a kid. Nowadays, there's no tree, no presents and no anticipation of something joyous. It's just another day in the bleak darkness of winter.
Tags: holidays

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