In the darkness the trees are full of starlight (henwy) wrote,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight

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I wonder if this is what insanity is like

I feel incredibly strange. I'm not sure what's wrong exactly but it's started ever since I woke up yesterday. Everything just feels....wrong. the sensation is especially strong in both of my arms, but mostly the right one. I can't really describe it. It's as if they're...buzzing, or maybe vibrating. I know that sounds insane and it doesn't really describe the sensation anyway. Another description I came up with earlier is it's as if my arms were full of thousands upon thousands of fizzy soda bubbles, all of them foaming and bursting like soda poured into a glass. That sounds even more insane than the first description. I don't know what's happening but it's a really unpleasant feeling. It's worse when I'm not doing anything, like when I'm trying to sleep. I haven't been able to get back to sleep since I last woke up 20 hours ago because every time I try, the buzzing drives me crazy. It's like I'm hyperaware of my arms for some damn reason. They're not any more sensitive to touch or anything but it constantly feels like something is going on with them. I've tried all sorts of things but just can't get rid of the sensation. I think that it could end up driving me insane.
Tags: wtf

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