In the darkness the trees are full of starlight (henwy) wrote,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
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This is your life

Ever take a look at your life and wonder why you haven't put a gun in your mouth and pulled the trigger yet? I'm having one of those retrospective moments right now. I mean, look at my situation. Life has pretty much fucked me in ass and then didn't even have the courtesy to call me the next day. I pop pain pills like candy to keep Stabby McOwie away, I'm practically a shutin, I have no prospects for things getting better, and there are almost no real positive points in my life right now. All that being said, I've been relatively chipper these past few days. I have no idea why. Part of the current stoic mood might be due to the buoying effects of caramel popcorn. It's very likely that after this bag of popcorn is gone, I'll go back to wishing I was dead and could take the world with me. Maybe the bag is spiked with happy juice, made from the pulped remains of dozens of chipper pixies. Damned if I understand it.

I'm sure all this relative goodwill will soon filter away. I just find it sort of amusing that it's stuck around for this long.
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