“Well, it's been a very long time since I've made voice ___. This is the first in probably couple of months at least. It's not really very surprising when you think about it. Usually I'm more likely to make a voice ___ if I'm actually out somewhere and ___ computer and lately I just don't go anywhere. I tell myself that I should try to re involve myself in things. It almost doesn't matter what, just anything. I mean for a long time I was interested in board games and there will be game days and things like that but well, due to some unpleasant mess I haven't done that in ages and nothing's really filled that slot. So I really don't do much of anything lately. I wonder if that's actually some of the cause feel down lately or maybe it's just the reverse. Maybe I don't do anything because I feel bad. Chicken or the egg. All I know is that there are a couple of days where I feel ok and then everything just feels like a fifth(?) sandwich it's not much that fun.”