The only reason I'm even mentioning the trip is that my mom wants me to go along and I have zero desire to do so. I've ducked out on at least 2 east-asian trips in the past few years and nothing has changed which would make me want to visit China. I'm not even all that fond of Chinese people as a whole. Then again, I'm not fond of most people as a whole so that's probably a wash. What I do know is that even with the whole medical issue, pain, and inconvenience aside, there's absolutely nothing I want to see in China. I might try to force myself to go if it were a trip to Japan since I have at least some cultural interest there, but nothing about China appeals to me.
Really, with the way things are, I would just as soon not go anywhere. I just received a wedding invitation from Melissa and Richard, and it looks like they'll be having it at Disney World in June as planned. There's no way I can skip out on something like that so I'm pretty much signed up to at least one out of state trip this year. Considering that weddings aren't my thing and I'm only likely to know a couple of people other than the bride and groom, I'm a bit hesitant about the whole thing. Hell, I'd be a little antsy about it if I were completely healthy and normal. Add in all of my issues and something like this is always a bit daunting. It'll probably take a fair amount of effort just not to come off as a complete degenerate freakazoid. Feh.
It's not easy being a shut-in.